Second of all, I hate ants and earwigs are gross!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 17, 2008
We are going on a mini vacation this weekend. Hawaii is on hold until the house sells. This mini vacation is in no way luxurious or extravagant but I am excited. It will be so nice to get away from real life and pretend to be someone else.
Once at Biltmore I pretended that it was my home and all the other people there came to see how wonderful my home was. Husband was not so into the fantasy, but I had fun.
Is that weird? Nevermind, I know it's odd. I was entertained and that was the purpose anyway.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
The time to close my dad's estate is coming near. I'm just waiting on a check to clear the bank. It is weird to think about, mainly because daddy's death has been very businessy for me. I wonder what it'll be like when it is no longer businessy. Not that it was all businessy, I did my share of wailing and gnashing of teeth. I missed him a lot today. I cried, which is unusual.
I don't really believe that God allows people in heaven to hear our thoughts or voices but sometimes it feels better to say to my dad silently, " I miss you" or "I love you." I don't have conversations or hear things back or anything weird like that. I desperately want to tell him about my son and what he is like. My dad was going to be the "favorite grandparent, without even trying."
I don't know if we know people or recognize them in heaven, buy I hope so.